Tell you what. After two years hiding, i come back writing a love entry.
Because i fall in love. Nope, fell. It’s ended.
We have been listening to many many first love stories, some ends beautifully, some’s not. We also being told about first sight love, where most of peoples wouldn’t believe in this kind of thing. I am one of them, once.
I done both, now.
I have my first love when I’m 17. He’s very generous. He’s my people, he makes me laugh, he makes me feel worth everything in the world. We are happy. Were. But it doesn’t last forever. I learned many things about live thru this. A lot happier to se he’s happier now.
7 years after, i met a person who i fall in love on the first sight. The first time i saw him, i feel strange. He’s adorable. He’s charismatic and ofc, handsome. But that would’ve stop there, his hardwork attitudes always make me feel challenged. I enjoy myself trying to do the best in everything. He talks about me a lot, he gives compliment a lot. He supports me a lot. He’s proud of me. But i am not him’s.
Both love stories are not written for me, god wants me to learn something thru both of this. I learned. I am stronger. And a lot wiser.
So you think I’m going to cry real hard now?
No. I cried my sweat out.
Because i have a lot of dream to catch, and scenery to watch
And many more dollar bills to count.
