MSU 2610

to a friend of mine
it has been 3 years.
yeap, maybe more than that.

to a friend of mine
who now so called
somebody i used to know.
lets take this eid-ul-fitr
as the chance to reunite
and make up our relationship.

MSU 2610.
it has been 3 years.
yeap, maybe more than that.

what has happen
is one of mistakes
that we did in our life
and maybe we are too young
too dumb too realize.

i am finding you.
if you're there.
hear me up.

i am truly sorry.
your apology is accepted.
i already move on.

growth older and mature
be more realistic.


just come back.
when u think its time.

err.. can i?

peeps! can you just focus on my latest entry, never read the old me. well, i'm growing up!

the cekadak part of me

well, i believed that every people was born to have some weird attitude that the like to do. maybe its about lifestyle, maybe about colour. maybe about everything. some are being too dicipline in everything in their life. i listed 10 of my craziness, but i believed the lived for thousands.

and as an human, being weirdos is something natural for me. well, in choosing colour. my favourite calour is purple, but in buying things, i prefer dark chocolate. some people come and asked me.. " hey, why dont you buy purple calour? doesnt it your favorite colour?" SERIOUSLY, I HAVE NO REASONS. i just loves purple. and in buying everything i want it to be in dark chocolate.

secondly, i am very strict sometimes. i cant stand with people who do not knock the door before enter. this is how my family trained me in the house. but somehow, i cant manage to get the same feedback from all. so, every time people come terjah me without knocking the door, i feel like slapping them on face with my right leg. usually if it was my siblings, i asked them to go out and knock the door back until i said the word masuk.

third, maybe some of my friends know this. i am not eating any kind of fish. this is because i cant get along with the odour. yes! you gonna say that every single raw materials will have the " hanyir" kind of odour. but the thing is, i only cant get along with the fish odour. its just brings me to vomit up thousand times. not only the odour, the taste of the fishes are also not on the line with me. i dont know why, but it is just me. fortunately, there are types of fish that i can eat sometimes, it depends on how the cook was. example : siakap, bawal, pari and tenggiri. satu kemajuan kan! hee.

forth, as im not eating those fishes, i also not interested in mutton and beef. the taste are different. i dont really like it. lebih-lebih lagi, if it was a soup. jadi, maka dengan itu.. the only foods that i can accept in what ever conditions sekalipun is chicken meat. some sort will said that the chicken is having more odour than fishes. say you what, i accept chicken meat, as they accept me. i am never thought that the chicken meat was hanyir. to me, it is as what it was. so, if i am home.. my mom have to cook chicken meat everyday. what was you thinking? i'm cekadak? just so you know that , it was the entry title! haha.

as i was born in urban families, i am not interested in traditional foods, apatah lagi the ulam-ulaman thingy. some will said, ' haiyo! very hard lah you.. so many things you do not eat! ' but then, from my view.. i think i am so much simpler than others. i eat only chicken (fullstop) takpayah fikir panjang2.. takpayah fikir what i want and what i do not. tapi not lah only ayam that i eat, me also can eat some seafood such prawns, crabs, cuttlefish, octopus and what ek..em..macam dah takde. haha. no fins, no shells.

fifth, one pantang larang in my life. NEVER EVER OPEN UP MY BAG! i hate people open up my bag. if you need something inside, ask me for it. dont take it, unless i asked you to do so. when i was in form five. one of my friend opened my bag, to have my book. dahla nak copy kerja org, bukak pulak beg orang. so, she has to choose whether i punched to her face once or, i am all over quiet, not talking to her for the whole day. c'mon guys! i am not so hard to find, wait for me.. ok?

sixth, i am not really good in cooking. but if i am the cook, dont pissed me off. its either you EAT or you not. i dont care. if it is not good, then dont eat. if you're hungry, and it is not good, plus you're having lazy bumps to cook the another one.. just shut up and EAT! thank you.

seventh, i am not good in saying hye or waving goodbye. i dont know. it just me. so, if you're seeing me anywhere.. just call me, or say hye. or appears infront of me and said.. ' nampak aku tak?'  if you dont do that, then dont say any words that prooving me a bad guy. (guy) hampa nak cakap aku sombong ka, apa ka.. tapi hampa pun tak buat apa2, then it is so unfair to put the blame on me. alone. youre not putting any effort on saying hye jugak, so why dont put the blame on you,yourself? hiargghhh.

eighth. yeah.. dalam dunia kita kena terima hakikat yang semua orang pernah  buat salah.. yet, SEMUA ORANG. but when you did something not good at me, and you really feel uneasy with it. the first word you have to say is SORRY. lupakan explanation yang panjang berjela atau causes behind the scenes, or what your opinion. just say sorry first! sincerely, if i did wrong to other people pun, im gonna said sorry first before i give my sweet long explanation or excuses. seriously, the words SORRY and Thank You DO mean a thing to me. TERIMA KASIH.

ninth? i have a car, i named it Wafii. its old car, yeah i know.. we've been together since i sem 1 in university. and at the times, he was 2 years old. just one thing, please hands off from my car. macam mana hands off yg i maksudkan is, i dislike people who intently ketuk2 or goyang2 my car. my car is seriously not a musical instrument. please behave. secondly, handle my car parts slowly with hands.NOT FEET. i classified it as no manners. well, futhermore.. it's others kan.. respect lah! thirdly, i dont really like people drive my car.. especially LELAKI. why? because, if you do so.. then my future husband had already lost one special treatment from me. HAHA. find out, me cekadak? well, read the entry title again!  * ade plak aku future husband ek? ade, ade.. belum masanya~~ HAHA. *

ten, lastly! akhirnyaaa... * dah takde idea dah! *
ape ek? hmm.. if i choose you to hear my story.. just hear and maybe you can give opinion. never ever talk bad about the person i told you.. when i am mad, let only me yang talk about them, either bad or good.. dont interup on saying how bad they are. they are also my friends. cukup aku yg marah dia, dont mix up. just listen!


hahahhaha.. thats what i think jelah kot. no ideas. it takes me 3 days to write this entry.
but then, yokatta its now finished.
overall, cekeadak is what in people attitude,
i believe every people do have things that make them up
dicipline.

lost of love.
miezamohamed.