pada suatu sosej dahulu..

berdasarkan kata-kata hikmah sang penglipurlara.. terjadinya satu kisah dahulu kala, yang menyentuh minda rakyat jelata sehingga ke hari perkhabaran ini berlaku.... 

opppp... ok dah~ kurang2kan lah merepek miza oit.. kau 21 tahun dah~.

okayy, masih kah kau ingat... sekuntum bunga itu di tapak tangan ini, ia menjadi layu.. lalu ku gengam ia menjadi debu.. masihkah kau ingat, masihkah kau ingat~~

kalau pasal bunga layu pun kita boleh ingat, how on earth kita boleh lupa tentang tragedi pertandingan makan roti sosej itu?

kisah nye bermula begini, pada hari kejadian.. dalam keadaan serba kekurangan... aku pergi ke pesta konvokesyen U aku. dengar khabar nye, ade satu pertandingan makan roti sosej akan dijalankan.. ewah~

syarat permainan ialah.. bayaran yuran rm2 akan dikenakan. jadi aku pun berfikir... rm2, pastu makan banyak2 roti sosej.. ok good! aku nak masuk.. supaya aku dapat berjimat, makan makanan tengah hari dengan harga hanya rm2! 

tetapi apabila sampai ke tapak pertandingan, rupanya... lahh!! makan satu roti sosej je~ rugilah.. sebab harga roti sosej usually rm1.80, jadi maka dengan itu aku pun malas nak masuk.. selepas beberapa kejadian pelik aneh dan rasa tak puas hati berlaku.. aku pun membuat keputusan untuk masuk jelah pertandingan tu. 

pada masa tu, kawan2 aku dah kenyang sebab baru lepas hirup sup daging, tak silap aku.. jadi, tak semua jadi join pertandingan tu. bila perebutan berlaku... kami dimarahi oleh pegawai U yang berada di sana.. disebabkan hal itu juga.. kawan2 aku tanak masuk dan, mereka tidak memadam nama aku.. 

semasa syarat pertandingan dijalankan, aku terfikir yang aku baru saja kehilangan rm0.20 kerana masuk pertandingan ini.. jadi aku arah kan aim aku kepada kemenangan.. lalu aku mulakan dengan taktik NAK MENANG!.

ketika pertandingan berlansung.. aku makan sehabis boleh.. sampai roti tu memang dah nak habis... disebabkan aku malu untuk mendengar ayat : patutlah menang.. tengoklah SAIZ. or dahla gemuk, no satu PULAK TU..

jadi aku menurunkan gear aku, supaya aku menang no 2. tetiba, ade satu kakak tu menang no 1. jadi.. aku pun lajukan kunyahan.. so sad when tetiba there is a thin girl, kate SIAP! and she gets second. aku pun mempercepatkan gigitan, and end it with 3rd place.

sebab itulah aku menang... kalau cerita malu tak malu.. sure aku kate.. malu gila weyh~

tapi we are in U life~ we takes adventure, we go for challenge.

jadi aku pun mengambil tindakan menggila masuk pertandingan ini..

THATS IT!

make up my mind

there are sometimes my brain stop working positively, with the effect of several problems that i cant really know how to solve such as :-

less carry marks
bad result in test or quiz
cant understand the topics,or maybe the whole courses
cannot manage to do the working calculation for certain question
dont have idea to do the paperwork
and so on..

and sometimes, i blew my mind and thought of this :-

"hamizah, you really have chose the wrong course! "

 OR

" engineering, hamizah? are you sure? "

OR

" hamizah seriously you are not born to be an engineer, nor an engineering student.."

OR

" yeah, hamizah... always.. YOU are the one that keep ruin your own life.. "

and whenever i came back home, and have a leisure time in my bathroom.. i make up my mind.

LIKE HOW?

when i was a kid, in age of maybe in standard 5 or six.. my dad bought me a shower -water heater. at that time, this was so popular.. until i am very very, very too excited to have it in my bathroom. but one day, my sister did break the shower head handle. and to make sure my dad did not turn green, i make my way, day by day to make sure the shower will not fall down. i had done almost everything, just to make sure Papa do not know about this. Failure is here and there. always around me.

at last, i used my own hairband and tied it properly to the body of the water heater. and i succeed! but however, papa get to know this when we move to the new house at Cheng. that time, i was already form two! see, my first project stays as secret for 3-4 years! hahah.

so, in our new house.. *new masa tulah,* i hang the water heater at my own bathroom. and again tied it as what i have done before. and, until now.. it still remain unchanged, although i am going to turn 21.

and maybe this is what i call a BAKAT TERPENDAM that i never knew, i do have.

and the best thing is

by looking on it, i'll say

" hamizah, you done it yourself.. without any knowledge.. when you were 11. now, lets try to figure out what you can do with knowledge.. "


case solved


LOVEANDfaith,
miezaMohamed

i need you now..

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now 

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now