aku kamu dan gyea

aku kamu dan gyea
aku, kamu dan gyea

Sunday, September 22, 2013

pashmina itu pilihanku


setelah beberapa tahun berkecimpung dalam arena bertudung, akhirnya aku dah buat keputusan untuk memilih pashmina sebagai tudung yang paling sesuai untuk aku.

1. tak nampak renyuk
kain pashmina biasanya lembut. walaupun  boleh renyuk, ia sukar dilihat dengan mata kasar. oleh itu bahagian renyuk boleh diketepikan..boleh lah aku skip waktu nak iron tudung =,="

2. saiznya yang besar
saiznya yang besar dan agak lebar membuatkan ia senang dibentuk mengikut pilihan fesyen yang korang suka. kalau aku, fesyen ni datang tempat ke sepuluh pun takpe. yang penting, memenuhi ruang bahagian yang perlu diselindungkan.

3. tebal
ya! ramai yang kata tak suka pashmina shawl sebab ia tebal. dengan cuaca yang panas ni.. boleh berasap kepala.. haha. entahla, mungkin aku dah terbiasa. sebab tu aku okayy kot?

 4. tidak jarang
ya.. ini main utama kenapa aku pilih pashmina.. sebab dia tak jarang. yelah, selalunya kalau tudung bawal atau shawl yang lain, kebanyakannya jarang. bila jarang kita  si pemakai yang tak selesa. jadi kalau pakai pashmina, konfem tak jarang.. jadi kita tapayah pikir dua tiga kali. ada jugak yang berpendapat, laa.. boleh pakai inner neck, ke pakai syria ke kat dalam tudung bawal yg jarang.. lah, itu kan choice. sekarang aku tengah cerita pasal choice aku... understand? haha

5. murah
harga pashmina adalah dalam range rm10-15. kadang2 kalau kita meronda di jalan TAR atau tempat2 yang sewaktu dengannya, mungkin kita boleh dapat dengan harga yg lebih rendah. :)

jadi, mungkin dengan itu.. aku membuat keputusan untuk menerima pashmina sebagai tudung yang paling sesuai dengan aku.
yah, right!

Thursday, September 19, 2013

17 September 2013



i saw him.
i met him
i talked to him.

i asked him.
he answered me.
i smile to him, he replied me.

he is amazingly in front of me.


its been years, its been months.
we become friends, and to me he is the one.
its like a dream, and i get one,
to see him once again
is the real what i want

he is seriously in front of me.

i wished for so long, i prayed for so hard
to meet him again
its everything that i want

i wished he was here, i wished he was fine
i wished he will be by my side.
every day and night

its like a dream, that comes true.
to see you sitting like before you do

you speak.
you advice
you always support mine.

and i thanked Allah for the date and the day
i thanked Allah for you, and your heart
i thanked Allah for your support and advice
i thanked Allah for your presence in my life


let Allah be the one between our friendship
let Allah be the one i depends everything
i want you to glow.
i want you smile.
let Allah be the one by my side
no A, no B, no C and no D
let Allah be the only one i depends on
until the day he announce everything.
let Allah be the one for me to put up all the strength
to let me always keep waiting.



Friday, September 6, 2013

thinking.



when you were a young girl, attending school. do you have a friend who acts boyish?
i have and she is now being so in love with his fiance.
wearing hijab ( alhamdulilah) and making sweet status
said i love you for thousands, being loved.
she turns to a girl, in just a second.

while attending school, do you have friend who keep changing boyfriend?
i have, and she now attracted to one man who always be in her heart.
she happy with him, and really wanted to marry him.
she turns to be loyal in just a second.

in school, you sure have havoc friend, who always make noises
and cheer up your life.
i do have her.
but they are now being extra focus in studies,
wanted to be a great accountant, she says to me..
and if we met, i make jokes around.
she just smile, instead putting jokes on me.
she turns so adult in just a second.

do you have a friend who you put her first on everything?
i have.
she still with her boyfriend that she knows since schooldays.
she amazed him, the boy adored her.
she is texting all over the day, and maybe one single text to friends
are considered as wasting.
in one second, she turns to be so stingy

there are so many changes. and i am still asking whether the world or they themselves change everything.

me?
i am still act boyinsh if i wear tshirt and jeans. i try to be so polite if i met someone older, i make noise. i laugh on everything. i put friend first, after family. i go and by things which you said it kiddy, i borrowed my friend colour pencils. i smile when im sad.i hate everything attached to lovestory.  i am trying to be loyal toward Allah Ya Rabbi.

you?
 you put everything on him. e v e r y t h i n g.

and
am i the only one who never change?
tell me.


give me some sunshine


give me some rain

give me the another chance

i wanna grow up once again