aku kamu dan gyea

aku kamu dan gyea
aku, kamu dan gyea

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

make up my mind



there are sometimes my brain stop working positively, with the effect of several problems that i cant really know how to solve such as :-

less carry marks
bad result in test or quiz
cant understand the topics,or maybe the whole courses
cannot manage to do the working calculation for certain question
dont have idea to do the paperwork
and so on..

and sometimes, i blew my mind and thought of this :-

"hamizah, you really have chose the wrong course! "
 OR

" engineering, hamizah? are you sure? "
OR

" hamizah seriously you are not born to be an engineer, nor an engineering student.."

OR

" yeah, hamizah... always.. YOU are the one that keep ruin your own life.. "

and whenever i came back home, and have a leisure time in my bathroom.. i make up my mind.

LIKE HOW?

when i was a kid, in age of maybe in standard 5 or six.. my dad bought me a shower -water heater. at that time, this was so popular.. until i am very very, very too excited to have it in my bathroom. but one day, my sister did break the shower head handle. and to make sure my dad did not turn green, i make my way, day by day to make sure the shower will not fall down. i had done almost everything, just to make sure Papa do not know about this. Failure is here and there. always around me.

at last, i used my own hairband and tied it properly to the body of the water heater. and i succeed! but however, papa get to know this when we move to the new house at Cheng. that time, i was already form two! see, my first project stays as secret for 3-4 years! hahah.

so, in our new house.. *new masa tulah,* i hang the water heater at my own bathroom. and again tied it as what i have done before. and, until now.. it still remain unchanged, although i am going to turn 21.

and maybe this is what i call a BAKAT TERPENDAM that i never knew, i do have.

and the best thing is

by looking on it, i'll say

" hamizah, you done it yourself.. without any knowledge.. when you were 11. now, lets try to figure out what you can do with knowledge.. "


case solved


LOVEANDfaith,
miezaMohamed


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