seniorisme.

well i hope there is a word conduct to show how senior and how arrogant i am being to show my seniorisme. HAHA, ok lets lupakan a bit on how i make this word wujud, but the thing i want to story now is the feeling of being a senior.

in malay martial art class: alhamdulilah, i have Tamat (END) my practical class, and we are now waiting for graduation. to ensure we always remember the steps, the class will be still on until we grad. sometimes, they do mix us up with those at Asas (Beginner) class and the second level class.. the feel of entering this class, after you manage to complete everything, was just amazing! nak dijadikan pula, we all starts to wear baju uniform rasmi, its put us a thousand miles far away BETTER than the beginner class. say who? we are maybe better in knowing all the steps, but i am personally having problem to remember the sequence as i always skip the Tuesday's practical class.

but then, the kids are looking forward and look HIGHER at us, everytime we do some react or step, even it is so damn simple, we are going to get a little " whoaahhh" from them. and there, the seniorisme came! once, i punch my junior chest, and i feel like i have did it so badly painful. so i make my apology. unfortunately, the girls make me change my mind by saying: takpe, dia( tunjuk kawan sebelah dia) tumbuk lagi sakit.. as a senior with an arrogant seniorisme, i feel like challenging with her statement, so..in the next round, i give her  a FULL BLAST from my right hand. result : she kept her mouth shut! bagus!! *clap,clap!\

secondly, our gamelan team are having newcomers. most of them are from my class. so, apparently, going to gamelan practice and academic session do not give me a differ now. remember i said i was playing Saron Baron for the team? yet, i am now changing on Bonang Penerus now. this is again because the seniorisme. they are so many people, and they need the easier instrument to play cool and get in the music before being matured with this traditional malay's music instrument. as the number of these ketuk2 instrument ta cukup, so i have to move on Bonang. <3 again="" diri.="" menguasai="" p="" seniorisme="" there="">
thirdly, serious matter! i skip attending meeting with PNC, because the meeting is so mengejut and i cant handle to come that night. by the way, on meeting, PNC says that,, my paperwork gonna be the best one, and will be the grand event of our college events. with all the compliments given, there's a seniorisme again come!'


seniorisme maybe looks like arrogant or lebih tepat to call it kerek gila with additional of sombong. but as long it does  not troubling, it is actually nothing. dont h=get me wrong, i dont and i wont be arrogant, i am only my best in doing everything.


sleepy and bye for now.
miezamohamed