giving up

have you ever feel..
one day you wake up and you feel nothing
totally nothing
tired
and no worth at all..

have you ever
feel many things happen and you cannot handle it any longer
you feel angry but you cant shout
you feel sad but  you too tired to cry.

have you ever
stuck on a choice of
unprepared to stop
cant afford to continue

have you ever
feel lonely like no one there to be with you
to feel like every sacrifice worthless
every people meanness

have you ever feel
to have only you by your side
and non-strong heart
who break most of the time

have you ever
missing someone you couldn't text
wanting someone you couldn't have