thinking.

when you were a young girl, attending school. do you have a friend who acts boyish?
i have and she is now being so in love with his fiance.
wearing hijab ( alhamdulilah) and making sweet status
said i love you for thousands, being loved.
she turns to a girl, in just a second.

while attending school, do you have friend who keep changing boyfriend?
i have, and she now attracted to one man who always be in her heart.
she happy with him, and really wanted to marry him.
she turns to be loyal in just a second.

in school, you sure have havoc friend, who always make noises
and cheer up your life.
i do have her.
but they are now being extra focus in studies,
wanted to be a great accountant, she says to me..
and if we met, i make jokes around.
she just smile, instead putting jokes on me.
she turns so adult in just a second.

do you have a friend who you put her first on everything?
i have.
she still with her boyfriend that she knows since schooldays.
she amazed him, the boy adored her.
she is texting all over the day, and maybe one single text to friends
are considered as wasting.
in one second, she turns to be so stingy

there are so many changes. and i am still asking whether the world or they themselves change everything.

me?
i am still act boyinsh if i wear tshirt and jeans. i try to be so polite if i met someone older, i make noise. i laugh on everything. i put friend first, after family. i go and by things which you said it kiddy, i borrowed my friend colour pencils. i smile when im sad.i hate everything attached to lovestory.  i am trying to be loyal toward Allah Ya Rabbi.

you?
 you put everything on him. e v e r y t h i n g.

and
am i the only one who never change?
tell me.