because you have ME

i write this

because i know

once or maybe many times,

today..or maybe one day.

now or maybe later.

you will read this

do you remember?

the day i took my SPM result,

you grab my body and

HUGS

and cheer me up

although its look like

HUMILIATING

but inside, i know

you keep

CHEERING

for me.

do you still remember?

the day i took my matriculation

semester one

result.

and i keep show my bad face

but with empty smile

because i don't wanna they know.

its hurt me DEEP INSIDE.

and behind the

LIBRARY

i rang you up.

and cry beside the bushes,

because i scared to inform it to

MOTHER

and you said

its not BAD at all.

although you really

KNOW

that it is really bad after all.

do you remember?

semester two is such a miracle for me

i get better result with a big smile

on me.

and you say:

WHAT? ITS THAT ONLY..??

its maybe heard like

HUMILIATING

but i know

you don't want me to stop

TRYING.

but now!

when one drop of challenge

is on your

BIG HEAD..

why don't you keep cheer like me?

why don't you accept to be with me?

why don't live your life, like what i have did?

i'll keep scolding you

i'll keep advising you

i'll keep humiliate you.

because we are sisters.

and we know each other better.

and i know

deep inside your BLACK heart

its a little space for me

to be.

if i don't gave up

why won't you too?

if i don't stop trying

so why you are?

because we are sisters, and i swear, i know you better.