i am NH

my name is NH

i love musics.

shoppings.

peace vacations.

i love my studies.

my careers is my number one listed!

my friends is my priority.

hanging outs with schoolmates and matric-mates is one of my dream.

getting married in young age is in my mind right now.

taking a great cert from my dean is my only one thing!

get a great job is my super important .

buy my own house is my best in life.

my life is all about me, career, friend, myself and I!

it is not because i dont care about family.

but i am trusting you, mom~

it is not because i not helping the family relationship..

but, i am trusting you, sis.

it is not because i am dont take part in family gathering,

i just cant stop thinking about my works.

it is not because the arrogant type of me..

but i just wanna someday, u will understand that i was born

to be INDEPENDENT.

and I LOVE TO BE FREE.

it is not because i had think that i am bigger enough..

but i want u all know that i love to be on my own feet.

and..

i am begging

*beg, LOL

from you mom..

PLEASE

not just trust me,but

BELIEVE in me.

because everytime you unbelieving me

and keep extra protective.

i feel like i DONT trust myself either.

and i be more, and more afraid of myself!

i know you love me.

care about my

HEALTH

happiness

studies

attitudes.

but can i have my teens life?

i just wanna find the answer of living..

myself.

WHAT

i need from

YOU

is

DOA SEORANG IBU.

untuk anaknye.

trust me that i am always

think about the pro and cons of doing everythings.

because i know

ALLAH is

always with me.

and

your

DOA

are always

by my side.

*cause i really need someone to keep trusting me.